So Q. takes off for the MTC tomorrow.
I am so proud of him. I also think this is a good decision on his part. But I just have this anxious, heavy, sour cloud hanging over me right now--have had it following me around consistently for the better part of the month, actually. There's just this ongoing awareness that everything we do is the. last. time. we'll. be. doing. this. for. two. years.
Here's what I know after sending off other boys. They return. But they never truly come back home.
I'm so gonna miss that kid.